I have this fear of progressing. This fear that I will drastically change if I actually tackle school, if I actually make it happen. I'm so scared and I don't know what to do with it. Use it as a fuel to push through, I guess. I'm afraid school will create this new life. This new Jenna that I don't know - that I don't know but that's always been inside of me. Those are the open doors I've always wanted. Education, a degree, a career and stability. Maybe I've always wanted them because they're what I've never had.
Why am I so afraid to succeed. So afraid.
Why am I so afraid to succeed. So afraid.
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